Dealing with Big Decisions

Something must be said for being rash and spontaneous. It is liberating. Yes, rarely do I practice what I preach, but I admire those who do.

At this time, I am stuck in a rut. I can't decide what I want. I am not really sure what I want. That scares me. I am like a jet plane flying without its GPS technology. Yes, I know where I eventually want to end up, but as for how I will get there your guess is as good as mine. And so I sit here confused. Constantly oscillating between decision choices. Every once and in a while I make a choice. But then I wonder was that the right choice. Regret, doubt, and uncertainty cloud my mind. Confused, lost, unsure, searching for answers.

And so I sit here, having come full circle, back at the beginning, admiring those who are brave enough to live life by the moment and yet wondering--is that really the right choice?

And then all at once . . .

Hi, I'm Amy. Yes, I am the one who created this blog four months ago and then didn't post a single thing on it. Today has been an entertaining day. I have laughed through the entire thing. Life moves so fast I can hardly keep up sometimes.

Right now I am feeling a little scatterbrained. There is so much to keep up with.

classes
assignments
quizzes
exams
papers
meetings
internship research
picking an emphasis
summer internship
informational interviews
calling
family news . . .